3 days in a row--- GAIN WEIGHT

So emo lah.

So hard baru minus few kg until 51kg. Then noe go back to 55kg again ):

Wednesday makan Ayam penyet.

I ordered the sour vege soup and bean curd. Makan till cry )': Spicyyy. hehe.

--Gained 1kg here--

Thursday teman Ruby study.

We planned to order Dominos but we're too hungry to wait dy so we went to Pizza Hut and eat.

We makan cheesy lava hawaii chicken pizza, breadsticks, garlic bread and mushroom soup

I ate 3 pizza, 2 breadsticks pieces, 3 garlic bread pieces and a bowl of mushroom soup

After that teman my dear makan Thai Thai.

We ordered Tom yam soup, green curry and bean curd. yummyumm

sooooooo freaking full! ):

--Gained 3kg here--

Seeee. Now i so emo. I thought minus till 51 then Friday (yesterday) I wear the skirt will be nicer for the ceremony, but my stomach failed me.

NVM. I trust that I can geh.

Mann mann lei mah..

I give myself another 2 weeks till october 10 to fall until 50kg once again :D

Hee. Life's like that makan takmakan makan takmakan.

Gain weight Lose weight Gain weight Lose weight.

I wanna go til 48kg cuz my dear promised to buy me a dress if i managed to drop till 48 <3 :D

heeeee..

Wonderful weekend (:

Well well, start from last week's story ba (:

16 September together for two months

He gave me a surprise :D

15 September i went to work

But I'm angry at my supervisor's attitude so i decided not to work on 16 September

Dear fetch me to work and back from work.

We bought groceries from Carrefour Subang ( the place I work la) then we cooked late dinner :D

yumm yumm potato potage soup and maggie (super hot type :D)

16 September lunch we cooked ourselves :D

White rice, chicken mushroom soup and his fav food "hong shao pai gu" :P

After mumm mumm watch Dinosaur Project then sleeepp /:

16 September i reserve for him <3 i study a lil Physics

Night time he say ajak Stephanie and Vicky go makan I say ok.

Then after bath i notice he wear so nice then i ask, but he say long time din wear so wear. ok lo.

I ask him go where makan he say duno /:

When i saw Stephy and Vicky, they both also wear so leng /:

I still ask him why everyone wear so leng i wear like ah sam. ):

Then stephy ask me wanna go back chg or not.

He say no need then i oso lazy so i oso say no need lo.

then mana tahu. We went to EMPIRE MALL == makan CHILLIS /:

Shocked and surprised.

He apologized and say wanna give me a surprise cuz 15 Sept i say nvr eat chilis before.

Haha end up wearing ah sam cloth go makan and gaigai

I bought ROYCE chocolate, my favorite :D hee

Then night time we go chg CD, snowflakes and play pool.

Come back watch movie

One whole full day with my love one <3 Very xing fu

17 September planned to study.

But ended up nth but wasting time.

Angry and disappointed at myself. Cried to sleep again.

I can nvr achive my own expectations )':

Frustration

Sunway's management is really terrible!

Asked me to go and collect excess payment by today but now they say that today they just processed it and need to wait for another two weeks!

From june til now, ask me to go almost 7 times already and I refilled the stupid student request forms so many times but they still don't wanna release the money!

Really angry and disappointed with the system.

What are the officers doing everyday actually?

失望

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又忍不住哭了

很讨厌这种感觉

真的

一个周末又这样子过了 我又是什么都没有做到

明明答应自己 这个周末起 我要好好读书

可是 我又做不到 只能在这里哭

这个周末要做完所有的功课 物理 数学 从第一课做起

结果星期六一整天 都没有做到东西

早起就浪费时间到下午有讲座会

然后晚上又很迟才睡

今天也是一样 早起然后浪费时间

我很生气我自己 为什么每次都浪费时间 每次都plan好好可是没有实行出来

我对自己的时间管理 还有自律 真的很失望 很失望

本来一天我有12个小时可以读书 还有多余时间可以玩的

被我搞砸了然后心情就很不好 很差

又要浪费时间让自己的心情平复起来 结果一整天就只剩下2个小时可以读书

周末就这样很没有心情读书了

我对自己真的非常失望。