Messed up life :'(

Had nightmares these few nights ):

feeling scared and uncomfortable

Not enough sleep and tired.

I woke up startled and my cheecks are wet.

I saw her in my dreams and a lot of sad stuffs in my dreams.

Paniced.

I felt scared and no 安全感

Suddenly everything's so messed up and time is running out.

Luckily finished the report and scholarship's essay.

Now left the scanning part /: and i dont know how to enable macros in Microsoft word so i cant really fill the application form D:

Sime Darby application form online I even keyed in wrongly and cant be deleted.

My results I keyed in wrongly become 2A+ only : Maths and English. the others no results S:

:'( :'( :'(

feeling depressed and hopeless.

Should have been more careful in handling my things and not to lost them.. </3



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